This week conclusions

Amazing since I stopped the HRT I have lost 3 pounds and my face is noticeably more slender.

I feel like I’m regaining control of my life a little.

This world is like a free-for-all with no rules I’ve decided so all I can do is worry about myself.

It’s hard for me because I’m a rule follower and I see people doing otherwise.

It can seem that those that follow the rules are made fun of while the aggressive liars reap the rewards.

I can feel that someone can run me over with a car, but, if I go to report it then I am the bad person.

Nine out of ten times people will side with the bully so that their own *SS is spared.

Today

I started HRT a little over 2 months ago and I was feeling very positive about it like I was doing something in my favor but it is dawning on me now that it is in fact causing me problems.

I am more obese even though I’m certain I am eating far less and the phantom tingling in my feet isn’t phantom at all or in my imagination like I thought when it appeared some weeks back.

I did Google on it and HRT can induce diabetes so I am cutting my dose in half over the next few days and taking myself off of it.

I had so wanted it to be beneficial for me but it looks like it’s hurting me instead.

I am glad that I was paying attention and astute to these changes.